Thursday, November 11, 2004

 
Long time din write in...haha! i finished my crit oredi!!! Yipee..! abt it, noting much though..dunno whether is gd or not lah..but from i noe.. can say lah i've improved..hehe.. abit onli..! ANW, HMMM... these few days im quite close to Hairoul... ok oklah... sometimes treat him as my bro though... dunno y... i just do.. but i have no intentions of breaking his heart or even hurting him.. i dun want to.. but im scared.... very scared... very very scared...





dat i might break his heart... one day..someday... any other day... i might be doin e thing dat i hate doin... but i cant help it if one day, i fall for another guy, or even never live to see e day or somehing unexpected came up or SIMPLY, i din fall for him a n y m o r e..... lets just let FATE decide the outcome... if we were meant to be, then we will be... hehe... oh well, dis supposed to be a so called online diary rite? SO........................ i can write aniting i want.... ;P


Shayera slowly falls deeper at
 11:56 PM  
**fallen angel** Monday, November 01, 2004

 
If you're afraid to love a person because offriendship, you have two choices, either tellswhat you feel and let the love take place or hide thefeeling under a friendship full of pretensions.It's hard for two people to love each other whenthey live in two different worlds...but when these two worlds collide and become one, that's what you call magic!

Love can never be so beautiful without friendship...one leads to another and the process is irreversible...the best of lovers is the greatest of friends!!! I like you because you're my friend,and because you are my friend I care, and because I care, I love you. I don't love you because you are my friend; I love you because I do!Sometimes I've asked myself, what would makeme happy? To think that I have everything else,I get what I want... then I realized it was YOU, toobad 'cause it's you can't have... I can't choose whoI'm gonna love, but I also can't just love whochooses to love me...and you can't blame mein choosing to love you as much as I can't blameyou for not learning to love me. I'm sorry if you can'tlove me the way you loved the one before me,so I'll let you go to find him/her and hope somedayyou'll see that the one true love you're looking forwas the one who set you free..."

How can I say goodbye to someone I neverhad? Why do tears fall for someone who was nevermine? Why is that I miss someone I was never with and I ask why I love someone who's love wasnever mine?" Isn't it funny we're trying to catch theattention of the one we think we love; we hardlynotice the one we're really looking for was justthere. You don't notice them 'till they are in thearms of someone else...

Food for thought, think of this.. Have you really cared for someone more than you expected?Have you ever tried to love him/her despite ofall the pain? Will you keep on loving him/her as he/she whispers someone else's name? Will you???It's better to lose your pride with someone youlove rather than lose that someone you love withyour useless pride.

When you love someone, don't expect that person to love you back the same amount. One of you willbe ahead, the other behind. It's either you catch upor the other waits. When you love, you must notaccept anything in return, for if you do, you'renot loving but Investing. If you love, you mustprepare to accept pain, for if you expect happiness, you're not loving but using... True love hears what is not spoken, and understands what is not explained, for love doesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but in the heart...Love is like standing on wet cement, the longeryou stay the harder it is to leave...and you cannever go without leaving your prints behind...Don't love a person like a flower, because a flowerdies in season. Love them like a river because ariver flows forever... Love doesn't have to have ahappy Ending, 'cause love doesn't have to end at all.

Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt a lot, itmay give you aches and pains, but if you don'tfollow your heart, in the end you will cry evenmore for not giving love a chance. Love may leave your heart like shattered glass, but keep in mind that there's someone who'll be willing to endure thepain of picking up the pieces so you could bewhole again"

The cruelest thing a guy could do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall!


Shayera slowly falls deeper at
 8:00 PM  
**fallen angel**